Words Of Encouragement Are Accepted At This Time - Mood:Sad

Monday November 26 20126:11:10 PM |

...i just wanna' cry, but the tears won't fall. I won't give in to defeat. I just wish that all these hard times would just go away; forever and ever. I'm so desperate for things to look happy again...desperate for time to go back and for the things that have happened; that are making things horrible now; to just be erased and just go away. Cause then, I wouldn't be in the place that I am now....but that's impossible...

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Lemme` Just Say... - Mood:Good

Monday November 26 20125:26:23 PM |

...that I usually am happy; and I've admitted to that fact. But when I'm not, it feels like the whole world is caving in all around me. Like seriously...everything was going fine in my life...it was picture perfect....well, maybe that's a little exaggerated, but it was going really well. And then now, this, this completely unexpected curve ball. It makes everything so much more complicated and confusing, and everything I've worked so hard for; may have just been poured down the drain....and what I need to do; may be impossible now. I'm not giving up, because I tend to be optimistic about these things....but right now we are just getting slammed with bad news. One thing after another, sometimes I just wanna' cry and cry and other times I just want these incidents to just disappear....and this way, everything could be the way it was a week ago; so wonderful..Oh, how I miss that.

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Friend - Mood:Good

Tuesday November 20 20127:11:11 PM |

ilove my best friend:) He is so awesome! Everything this world needs more of, and just a true person.:) Everyone should have a friend like him.

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